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i'm trying to get back into Making Art with some frequency again
maybe if i succeed in that i will post it on here, except i think i'd wanna make a new account, have a fresh start and all that stuff. hmmMMMMmmmMMmMMmm who knows, i feel like a lot of ppl on deviantart find success/fun by making friends and thats something i am terrible at, i get so nervous talking to people online especially NEW people.....
maybe i should make a new account now, to motivate myself? blehhhh i wish i didn't place so much significance on showing my art to others and having it validated, why can't the very accomplishment of finishing work be sufficient....

anyway yes, i know nobody particularly cares about my account anymore (did they ever?) but!! just Poppin In to say some words

also, reminder to future self: you have a shit ton of stored deviations
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im still alive

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i haven't posted anything on here since july 2015 but i am not actually dead (perhaps surprisingly)...... sure it's not like i had some huge follower base here full of people who are missing me or anything like that, but i figured i might as well just check in!! you may be asking yourself "who the fuck is this?", to which i would answer "you tell me!", but if you're not asking yourself that, you're probably asking "how have you been?" and, to answer THAT question, i've been absolutely fucking terrible, thanks for asking!

nowadays i usually hang out on tumblr, my URL is mcceyks.tumblr.com..... the blog is partly me reblogging art and other cool things, and partly me whining about whatever negative emotions i'm feeling at the time. also on the odd occasion (i.e. once every month or two) i post my actual own artwork i made with my hands, but i find it hard to make art at this point in my life, or more accurately i find it hard to FINISH art, so i don't really have much to show....

anyway i don't really have anything else to say!!!! oh actually no i do, i dropped out of high school, that's A Thing That Happened i guess....... fun times, my guys
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NEW ART TUMBLR!

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i don't post much here on deviantart anymore!
the other day i decided to REMAKE my art blog.
it used to be goldfishdoodles but it is now eskaywyedraws.
eskaywyedraws.tumblr.com

i will be active on there! i will still post things on here sometimes but not regularly, and not everything will be posted here.
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Hey!

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I'm back! Actually, I've been back since yesterday, so that's nothing special.

The reunion was actually quite fun! The place we stayed at was in a country town so there were kangaroos. Lots of them. I got some photos but most of the good ones (or the ones I THOUGHT would be good) were taken on my film camera and there was a mishap with the film. Hm. Oh well.
We saw wild pigs and DEER as well which was cool.
If the rest of the film develops properly there are still some of them on there! And other things too. Hopefully it works - this is my first time using this camera so fingers crossed. It's technically my second film camera but my first one which I got for Christmas in 2006 was one of those crappy $20 ones and this one is an SLR.

TMBG ARE PLAYING AT A FESTIVAL THAT'S ALL AGES!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE ONLY PROBLEM IS THAT THE CLOSEST ONE IS IN MELBOURNE AND I LIVE IN ADELAIDE
AND TICKETS ARE $100 AND THEY'RE THE ONLY BAND I WANT TO SEE THERE
EVEN IF NOBODY TAKES ME THERE, I WILL SEE THEM PLAY LIVE EVEN IF IT KILLS ME I SWEAR TO GOD

I'm going back to school tomorrow morning. Or, depending on how you look at it, today. It's 1:30 AM. Do I have to be awake in five hours? Yes! I do!
I'm not looking forward to going back to school for a number of reasons. I hope this school year will be better than the last.
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I'm going to a family reunion interstate.
This is the explanation for my absence over the next few days.
See you all soon!
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